New Day

This love is overflowing - beware,
It will blossom into a lifelong affair.
The untapped questions, hard to fathom
Yet it works random or in tandem.

It's real and untouchable
As the old folk love fables.
The vastness highlights its might
As emotions go through dark and bright.

Years gone by, eyes gone dry
It happened once and everytime since we said goodbye.
It's in this course and in this life
We have been lucky to become husband and wife.

That twenty second day in November
Presented us in laughter and with somber,
So many mysteries still yearning to uncover
Don't worry my love, our love is capable of endeavors.

Secret Agenda

Term it artistic,
Term it a turmoil.
What it progresses further,
Will regard for me it's true soil.

These phases of uncertainty
These phases of rejoice.
These happenings in regard,
Have instigated my true voice.

Rather than guilt,
Rather than plea.
I sit in a hole, yes;
But I can vouch for me.

The uncompromising tenderness,
The unwavering dedication.
His presence is fulfilling,
Fits just perfect, no alteration.

Succumbing to this grace
Has lit the lowest floor,
I can be content just here;
Even by the door.

For the man who's passed all tests in my life so far...

Your unending compassion
Your forgiveness abound
Your relentless aura
Your upside down frown

Your playful laughter
Your appreciation for details
Your concern for the fallen
Your support 'un-curtailed'

I miss your wise words
Your delighful presence
We had our disagreements
Yes, I had taken so much offense

Grown from a sketch to a mural
From wooded parks to concrete jungles
From a grain of sand to a pearl
But you need not worry, I'll always be your little girl.

Distance makes your hearts fonder. Often quoted in context of non-platonic relationships. But turns out, that this quote holds true for all relationships alike.
My father and I have always bonded on a very special level. We have had the deepest of conversations, the most intelligent of discussions, and the most heated of arguments; he has been a friend, a mentor, an advisor, a confidant, and someone I have looked up to for so many reasons.
Recent happenings in my life have made me focus so much on the present and future that I somehow feel more distant from the past than I really am. After all, your past is what makes your present being.
Being very content in my current state of being, I still miss my innocent childhood days when my parents were all I needed. No matter how busy or diluted I get, I will always continue to be the most important thing in their lives.
This one is for my father. I haven't seen him in four months, but I will see him very soon. I miss him and hope to have some amazing memories in the few days leading up to my big day.

Understanding fathers are one of God's greatest gifts, and I thank Him for giving me the best one he's made so far.

Cheers.

...I love you...(understated, overrated)

You are the epitome of my desire,
The warrant to my craziness
The fulfillment of my biggest dream.

You have inhabited my soul
Preserved my most innocent memories
Taken me to the most serene destination known.

You give me the pleasure of all grand epiphanies
The solace that is forever seeked
The grandest satisfaction at every level combined.

You reach my most inner core with utmost ease
Every part of my wholesomeness through the smallest dimensions
My thoughts through telepathy of extremes.

To say that I love you would be injustice on numerous accounts
It is understated, underestimated, grossly unjust
I must have you now, all of you, in every shape and I succumb to all of your being every dawn and dusk.

Settled

Have
No
Fear.

Relentless
Persistence
Is so dear.

Formidable
Unconscious
Hesitance.

It's done
No more
Decadence.

Transposition
Complete
Ultimatum.

Settled
Framed
Verbatim.

Catchin' Up

It's been a quiet few weeks. I have been preoccupied with multiple multi-faceted dynamic happenings (phew). I have
moved to another country
left my family and friends where I have no plans to return to
taken risks with my professional life by indulging in unfamiliar areas based simply on interest and not experience
most importantly: gotten engaged and am currently preparing to get married to my first love (cheers to 12 years of silent, unconditional love)

I must confess that even though I miss my parents and my sister unmeasurably, I am amazed at my level of comfort so far. I am usually a very adjusting person, so no doubt that this personality trait has done wonders for my current state of being, but there is another reason why my move here has been so smooth and comfortable.
My first love turned good friend turned best boyfriend turned best friend has been an amazing support system and I can truly say that he is the true definition of true love. He has been there through my trantrums and rants and unreasonable demands. He is not afraid to hurt my feelings by being brutally honest, but he's also there like a rock to help me up when I fall down.
He gives me solace and I thank him for his ever growing and unending support. Thank you for making this so easy for me baby.

I also want to thank my brother Rohit whose ridiculous jokes and magnetic personality gives me my dose of entertainment every evening. I have always had my share of guy friends, but having a friend in a brother is even more comfortable and unconditional. He is my go-to person when I am down and need anything. Cheers to that.

I intend to write more and more often starting now.

Peace&Love

Your toll

Your existence is purposeful
Your aura is my regime
You have been what I need and want
You have been everything in between

How could you doubt this feeling
How could you question this dream
It's you and only you that has been my desire
It's your presence that I've relished and seeked

I love you as though its my only chore
With each passing day it's more and more
My love can fill vast spaces and voids
My love is a conquest that has changed several tides

You have lived in me indefinitely since those summer days
You have come to my rescue as the savior to clear the haze
You continue to grow silently and live in my soul
Let's not stop this now baby, the price will be too heavy of a toll...