Changes

I think I am defiinitely the kind of person who does not like changes. Changes to me signify inconvenience, getting used to something you might not want to, and more importantly disrupting your present state.
To my disappointment though, changes are so necessary in every aspect of life. Without changes, there is no way to move on, progress towards anything upward. If we just stay we are, we would be in a solid state of stability, which could be good, but also boring. The only way to avoid that feeling to is "change" something. Somehow disturb the dynamics of your present status, so you can move, sometimes forward, sometimes backwards, towards shift.
I have struggled with some changes, but I know I am going to have to struggle with some more in the next few months. It might be getting a new job, moving to a new place, making new friends, whatever. Either way, it is going to be a shift in a plane that I have been so comfortable with for so long.
I guess you can call me "stuck up" in a way. I am "stuck" in my present state, I like how things are, granted they were instigated from some change initially. But I embraced certain shifts, and got accustomed to them through a personal struggle or fight that I put up and won with myself or my environment. I guess its the being able to hold on something feeling that I like, that is lost when you change anything.
I guess the outcomes to certain events are undetermined and mysterious until they are uncovered. I hope I can have the strenght to withstand the "newness" that might present itself in many ways in my life, and I can hold on and come out strong....